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[hannibalv]

February 12, 2002

So much I want to say, so much I HAVE to say but I just can't just can't just can't.

I can fell my depression stabbing me in the brain again, for the second time in less than a week. I'm losing almost all ability to function and I just want to sit staring into the dark and I don't want anything and I would be OK but I've got writing to do but I can't and I want to do it, others are expecting it of me, hell, more importantly I'm expecting it of me but I can't can't can't…

I should stop I should give up I should not promise anything any more I should stop I have no business doing any of this I should stop…

When I try, I fail. Why do I try?

Today's Link Of The Day is, in my morbidity, the Hemlock Society. How can anyone argue with "Good Life…Good Death"? http://www.hemlock.org/

JHR
2/13/2002 2:37 AM

Comments

I'd say don't freak out, but too late.

[bdar.livejournal.com]

Still, don't freak out.

Breathe. It gets better. The only important question is, "what do I want?"

Maybe, when I have more insight than a goddamn fortune cookie, I'll say more.

We're here.

[somebodystrange.livejournal.com]

Don't forget that. We're here.

[serendipidy.livejournal.com]

you try because if you didn't then the people who care about you would throttle you. don't feel that anyone expects you to do anything you aren't up for doing. be a little selfish, it's okay. perhaps this is trite, but being uninformed and not sure of what to ask, it's what I can offer at this time.

[raretune.livejournal.com]

Chin up Chi-boy. Take a deep breath and eat a piece of chocolate or something. I still love ya no matter what. And I am sure your other friends... more importantly, the ones who know ya F2F love you too. Put yourself first and do what you gotta do, as long as it's good for you.

<3 Chars~

[(Anonymous)]

You're upset because Royal Tennenbaums only got nominated for best origional screenplay aren't you? Seriously, I hate the academy too.
andrew