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[hannibalv]

May 27, 2002

Goddamn motherfucking shiteating FUCK!

I can't believe it happened again.

I got behind. Why? Why is this happening?

Is my life really disintegrating that much?

Or have I finally grown too bored with my own words?

I don't know. I don't know much of anything any more.

I know I'm angry at EVERYONE ALL THE TIME but I don't know why.

What the hell is wrong with me?

Today's Link Of The Day is suspended until I get my fucking head on straight.

JHR
5/28/2002 11:27 AM

Comments

Argh.

[bdar.livejournal.com]

Well, I had a long, somewhat humorous pep talk that got wiped out by the website. To sum that lost comment up, relax. Don't be so hard on yourself.

(Like I'm trying to relax, despite watching some perfectly innocent sentences vanish into the aether.)

Re: Argh.

[hannibalv.livejournal.com]

Well, I had a long, somewhat humorous pep talk that got wiped out by the website.

This is why I continue to advocate composing text in some other application and copy-and-pasting it. (Or, in the case of quick comments like this, composing in the web window and making sure to copy it before posting.)

¡Viva Ctrl+C!

JHR
5/28/02 5:16PM

Re: Argh.

[(Anonymous)]

Calm down, sweetie. You need to remember that even though we stop by to peep into your world, it is in fact YOUR world, and you don't owe us a damn thing. When I think back to every journal I've ever kept, there are many days when I didn't enter anything. When I think back to anybody else's journals I've read, I always lost interest in the obligatory "same shit, different day" entries. If you enjoy writing, we'll keep reading, but we'll also respect your right to miss a few days and get back to us when you have something to say.
surlychick

Angry at everyone all the time

[(Anonymous)]

Hey babe, just a thought from my own experience; perhaps that anger is surfacing because you don't allow yourself to be angry when you really are. Anger tends to boil up inside until we can't take it anymore. Remember this above all else, cement walls are baaad. :) It is okay to lose track of our thoughts sometimes. Just don't lose track of your friends. . . Take care!!! And ease up on yourself a bit!!!