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Mar. 9th, 2002 02:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hannibalvMarch 8, 2002
I have a lot to tell you about today.
Well, not a lot, but what did happen was interesting-specifically, I met up with someone I hadn't seen in at least six years and, along with one other person, we went a-visiting back to our mutual high school. We saw two teachers who are retiring this year, and another one who is magnificent in her immutability. It was good.
And I bought comics. Woo.
I should tell you more about all of these things.
But I won't.
Because all I really want to do right now is injure myself. I've got a piece of a broken CD with a nice edge on it.
I don't even know why I want to do this. Well, listening to news of everything that has happened with my successful, fulfilled classmates was part of it.
I'm just so angry at myself right now. I want to hurt myself, it's just that simple. I want to punish myself for the failure I perceive myself to be.
I owe things to people. I have no idea if I'll be able to provide what I agreed to.
Because I'm pathetic and blocked and can't really string a sentence together that anyone who doesn't know me would want to read.
I will not hurt myself. I have control.
I will not hurt myself. I have control.
I will not hurt myself. I have controlÂ…right?
Today's Link Of The Day was chosen before any of the above was written.
Who's Your 80s Movie Icon Alter-Ego? Find out @ She's Crafty
JHR
3/9/2002 2:17 AM
I have a lot to tell you about today.
Well, not a lot, but what did happen was interesting-specifically, I met up with someone I hadn't seen in at least six years and, along with one other person, we went a-visiting back to our mutual high school. We saw two teachers who are retiring this year, and another one who is magnificent in her immutability. It was good.
And I bought comics. Woo.
I should tell you more about all of these things.
But I won't.
Because all I really want to do right now is injure myself. I've got a piece of a broken CD with a nice edge on it.
I don't even know why I want to do this. Well, listening to news of everything that has happened with my successful, fulfilled classmates was part of it.
I'm just so angry at myself right now. I want to hurt myself, it's just that simple. I want to punish myself for the failure I perceive myself to be.
I owe things to people. I have no idea if I'll be able to provide what I agreed to.
Because I'm pathetic and blocked and can't really string a sentence together that anyone who doesn't know me would want to read.
I will not hurt myself. I have control.
I will not hurt myself. I have control.
I will not hurt myself. I have controlÂ…right?
Today's Link Of The Day was chosen before any of the above was written.
Who's Your 80s Movie Icon Alter-Ego? Find out @ She's Crafty
JHR
3/9/2002 2:17 AM
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Date: 2002-03-09 10:56 am (UTC)Someone out there will always be better at something or more rich or more famous than us. If we dwellled on that with people we know and don't we'd all go batty.
You kick ass! You are an swesome person, an amazing writer and have wayy more happy/working braincells than I could have ever dreamed to have. Now all you have to do is find you niche.
<3 Charity~
::::done babbling now because I don't know how helpful I am at this:::::